After 6 weeks, we did another batch of x-rays, only the find that the grafted bone did not grow as anticipated. Dr S decided to give it another 4 weeks :( and although Samuel was super excited expecting to be able to remove the brace, he took it like a trooper.
Our next appointment had no better news as there was no improvement and Dr S advised us that we would have to go back to theater for a more invasive procedure.This time it would involve metal plates, screws and a halo and body brace........must say it freaked me out........a lot.
For better pain management as well as rest for Samuel's body to recover , he was kept on the ventilator from Friday to Tuesday. Such a difficult time for us, especially for George who felt more helpless than me....this says a lot as he is always the strong one :(
So here we are, 2 weeks into our next 6 weeks period. After 6 weeks x-rays will be done and we trust that the halo and brace will be something of the past. Then possibly a neck brace again for a short while to give Samuel confidence.
Strangers have stopped us in shops and accused us of being negligent (assuming its a neck injury from a car accident) and cruel to put Samuel through such an invasive procedure (not realising that the instability he had prior to the 1st operation could have resulted in his death). Through this all Samuel has smiled at one and all, said "thank you" each time a drip, plaster,staple, is removed or stats taken. With his Sunshine Sam smile and a "I'm fine" he greets everyone who asks after his well being. There has been some tears and definitely fear, but he boldly repeats the last words his ICU sister said when she handed him over "Jesus loves me very, very much".


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